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Happy National Day! :D

' You cannot shake hands with clenched fist. - Indira Gandhi '

The best things are often taken for granted. (Part of the new national day song ' Song for Singapore') I just can't deny what this sentences actually meant, real life examples are all around me! Friends. My experiences isn't something rarely seen or not experienced by some other people. In 2008 and 2010. Friends backstabbing each other, making one friend out of a group a priority. Did notice that I didn't wrote GOSSIPING in that part of the sentence? This is solely because gossiping is something I do and did every time! Even if you are going to confront me, I will actually tell you what I said about you behind your back. The reason why I gossiped was because I didn't want to hurt the victim. If I can, I will simply run in front of them and tell them all the bad things that I disliked. Hiding all those anger which isn't a secret of mine, is difficult. I chose to not be the bad guy, who wants to be?

Different years, different happenings. 'Never judge a book by it's cover', is a nice phrase to use here. Guess how scheming everyone in the world are, you will never know. Some people are just some LIAR. The times that I lied are times that I did something bad. I will also assume that people around me are lying because they did something bad. After such experiences, I have understood them and saw their 'fox-tail'. This National day makes me felt of teamwork and everything else, within my friends, there just isn't. I can't deny that I am never a good friend because I had the bad habit of complaining and ranting about the one who made me angry. But everyone has there flaws, it just depends if it is acceptable or not.

Someday, you will witness how your best friend that you had recognised in your heart, treats you badly like how you had treat others. I believe in karma, everyone will have their chances of getting hurt. It is just a issue of sooner or later.

Sometimes, I just felt that everything is not worth.

Because they don't even know what is appreciation.

Disappointment is just the only word fit to describe them. Nothing else!